Filia, a point of view

Filia. Enthousiodihs, zwntanh. Afieromenh, vatheia desmeumenh filia. O tipos pou mporei kapoios na sthrixtei kata th diarkeia kshrwn periodwn xwris kamia opoiadhpote epafh. Otan ta pramata sunexizoun ekei akrivos pou stamathsan, xwris na exei simasia h peristash h' h topothesia. Oi alhthinoi filoi einai spanioi kai einai eulogia na tous exeis.

Exw ligous filous. Pou me kseroun ap'eksw. Pou me exoun dei stis kaluteres mou stigmes. Para tis ipervolikes mou taseis, tis anarithmites aneparkies mou kai liges epideksiotites mou, eksartwnte pragmatika apo thn parousia mou stis zwes tous. Opws kai sigoura eksartwme kai egw apo tis dikies tous.

Me tous perissoterous apo tous stenous mou filous moirasthkame ta sxolika xronia. Panta mes ta provlhmata, mes tis fasaries. H mousikh mas, h dunatoterh. Ta party mas, ta poio trela. Oi adlefoules mas, oi poio omorfes. Stoxos mas sto sxoleio itan na perasoume thn taksh, oxi na paroume kalo vathmo.


Kapws, ws ek thaumatos, pesame panw sths deksiotites ths zwhs, opws h sinergasia, hgesia, akoma kai h sumponoia. Mathame oti na sumvouleuoume ekeinous pou mas endiaferoun einai sofo kai oxi adunamia. Xwris programmatismo, thesame ta themelia gia to poioi eimaste shmera. Riksame tous sporous ths filias sthn tuxh, wste na anaptixtehi mono se gonimo edafos.

Teleiwsa to sxoleio opws akrivws to perimena. Monos.


H zwh einai asximh merikes fores. Oi filoi sou omws vriskonte dipla sou. Se akoune otan theleis na milhseis. Sou sumparastekonte opoia kai na einai h katastash. Proagwges. Gamoi. Paidia. Diazugia. Metatheseis. Deuteroi gamoi. Thanatoi suggenikwn proswpwn. Anergia. Arrwsteies. Ethismoi.
Sullogika oloi noiwsame tis fourtounes ths zwhs kai kapws kataferame na meinoume mazi, kuriws logo tou enthousiasmou mas gia to mellon.


Kapoia mera tha sumvei. Kapoios tha fugei. Autoi pou tha meinoun pisw panta tha twn exoun sto mualo tous. Tha ton skeftwnte sth parea, tha tou kratan mia thesh. Autes oi eikones eukola xanonte me to perasma tou xronou, parola auta opoiosdhpote kai na fugei, tha einai gia panta anamesa mas.


True friendship, lasts more than a lifetime.

The End

Me ponaei na paradektw oti akoma thn agapw. Den mporw na katalavw giati den mporw na thn ksexasw. Oxi pos den hksera oti ftanoume sto telos alla. Ta provlhmata mas megalonan san argioxorta, pou amaurizoun thn omorfia tou khpou pou toso trufera prosexoume. Enoiosa to telos, htan mprosta moy alla arnithika na to koitaksw. Suxna anarwtiemai an tha htan diaforetika an evgaza ta agrioxorta apo to xwma me ta idia mou ta xeria. Opos kai na 'xei, o kairos ths anusixias perase, twra prepei na vrw ena tropo na sunexeisw.


Eilikrina den kserw an auto einai dunaton. Pws mporeis na sunexeiseis apo kati pou se exei allaksei toso ? Iparxoun stigmes pou orkizome oti thn noiwthw dipla mou, thn noiwthw na me aggizei, kanontas me na noiwthw gematos gia allh mia fora. Kleinw ta matia kai apolamvanw thn stigmh alla h fantasiwsh panta eksafanizete oso grhgora erxete, mallon giati thn parasernei o anemos ths allaghs pou me akolouthei opou kai na paw.


Auto einai pou kanei thn zwh duskolh. Na ksexnas, na proxoras, na orimazeis. Den kserw an eimai etoimos na antimetopisw thn zwh xwris authn konta mou. Fovamai gia ton eauto mou, fovamai oti de tha afhsw kanenan na me aggiksei toso oso auth. Den mporw na sunexeisw etsi. Na pernaw kathe wra pou eimai ksupnios prospathontas na thn ksexasw kai kathe wra pou koimame na oneireuome to aggigma ths. Den einai zwh auth, prepei na kanw kati. Zw se mia kolash, mia fulakh pou me kleinei ekso apo osa einai omorfa kai aksizoun. Auth h sunexhs maxh me exei kourash.


I need sleep, yet it never comes .......

Afierwmeno

An o theos ksexnouse gia mia stigmh oti eimai mia marionetta ftiagmenh apo kourelia kai mou xarize ena kommati zwhs, isws de tha elega ola auta pou skeftomai, alla sigoura tha skeftomoun ola auta pou lew edw .

Tha edina aksia sta pragmata, oxi gia auto pou aksizoun, alla gia auto pou simainoun.

Tha koimomoun ligo, tha oneireuomoun perissotero, giati gia kathe lepto pou kleinoume ta matia, xanoume ekshnta deuterolepta fws. Tha sunexiza otan oi alloi stamatousan, tha ksipnousa otan oi alloi koimontousan. Tha akouga otan oi alloi milousan kai poso tha apolamvana ena wraio pagwto sokolata!!!

An o theos mou dwrize ena kommati zwhs, tha ntinomoun lita, tha ksaplwna mpoumyta ston hlio , afhnontas akalupto oxi mono to swma alla kai thn psixh mou.

Thee mou , an mporousa, tha egrafa to misos mou panw ston pago kai tha perimena na vgei o hlios. Tha potiza me ta dakria mou ta triantafulla, gia na niwsw ton pono apo ta agkathia tous kai to kokkinwpo fili twn petalwn tous.

Thee mou, an eixa ena kommati zwhs, de tha afhna na perasei oute mia mera xwris na pw stous anthrwpous pou agapw oti tous agapw. Tha ekana kathe andra kai gunaika na pistepsoun oti einai oi agaphtoi mou kai tha zousa erwteumenos me ton erwta!

Stous anthrwpous tha edeixna poso lathos kanoun na nomizoun oti pauoun na erwteuontai otan gernoun, xwris na katalavainoun oti gernoun otan papsoun na erwteuontai! Sto mikro paidi tha edina ftera, alla tha to afina na mathei mono tou n a petaei. Stous gerous tha edeixna oti to thanato de ton fernoun ta ghrateia alla i lithi! Ematha polla pramata apo tous antrwpous... Ematha pws oloi theloun na zhsoun sthn korufh tou vounou, xwris na gnwrizoun oti h alithini eutixia vrisketai ston tropo pou katevaineis thn apokrumnh plagia. Ematha pws otan to neogennhto sfiggei sth mikrh tou palamh, gia prwth fora , to daktulo tou patera tou, to aixmalwtizei gia panta!

Ematha pws o antrhwpos dikaioutai na koita ton allon apo psila MONO otan prokeitai na ton voithisei na sikwthei. Einai tosa polla ta pragmata pou mporesa na mathw.

Na les panta auto pou niwtheis kai na kaneis panta auto pou skeftesai. An iksera oti shmera tha htan h teleutaia fora pou tha se evlepa na koimasai, tha s'agkaliaza sfxta kai tha proseuxomoun ston Theo gia na mporesw na ginw o fulakas ths psuxhs sou. An iksera oti auth tha htan h teleutaia fora pou tha se evlepa na vgaineis apo thn porta tha s'agkaliaza kai tha sou edina ena fili kai tha se fonaza ksana gia na sou dwsw kai alla. An iksera oti auth tha htan h teleutaia fora pou tha akouga thn fwnh sou, tha hxografousa kathe sou leksi gia na mporw na thn akouw ksana kai ksana . An iksera oti autes tha htan oi teleutaies stigmes pou se evlepa, tha elega "s'agapw" kai de tha upetheta, anohta, oti to ksereis hdh!

Yparxei panta ena aurio kai h zwh mas dinei kai alles eukairies gia na kanoume ta pragmata opws prepei, alla se periptwsh pou kanw lathos kai mas menei mono to shmera, tha ithela na sou pw poso s'agapw kai oti pote de tha se ksexasw.

To aurio de to exei eksasfalisei kaneis, oute neos, oute geros. Shmera mporei na einai h teleutaia fora pou vlepeis tous anthrwpous pou agapas. Gia auto mhn perimeneis allo, kan'to shmera , giati an to aurio den erthei pote, tha metaniwseis sigoura gia th mera pou de vrikes xrono gia ena xamogelo, gia mia agkalia, gia ena fili kai hsoun polu apasxolimenos gia na kaneis praksi mia teleutaia tous epithimia.

Krata autous pou agapas konta sou, pes tous psithirista poso polu tous xreiazesai, agapa tous kai fersou tous kala, vres xrono gia na tous peis "sugnwmh", " sunxwrese me", "se parakalw", "euxaristw" kai ola ta logia ths agaphs pou kseris.


Kaneis de tha se thimatai gia tis krufes sou skepseis. Vres th dinamh kai th sofia na tis ekfraseis. Deikse stous filous sou ti shmainoun gia sena!

Ean de to kaneis simera, aurio tha einai opws kai xtes. Ki an den to kaneis pote, de peirazei.

Ksekina na kaneis praksh ta oneira sou.